Whole30 Reset: Day 18

Is it day 18?  It's gone by so fast.  

I am in the timeline stage of 'Tiger Blood' where I am supposed to feel like I GOT THIS.  But honestly it seems like I am still fighting cravings.  I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I am planning the trip coming up and I have to look at pictures of food to see where the eateries are for meals in between driving and what not.  I am doing what I should not be doing, obsessing about good (bad) food.  I need to participate less in conversations that glorify bad foods.  I can't expect people around me to walk on eggshells when it comes to talking about food.  A lot of my friends are 'foodies' though not necessarily health foodies.  I feel strongly about respecting everyone's lifestyle and not comparing your own or trying to make anyone feel like you are better than them, because really, we all balance out somewhere.  I am not 'better' than anyone.  I guess I just need more support and less negative influence.  But you know... I should see it as a challenge.  I should take this opportunity to learn to be stronger when it comes to resisting temptations.  I am resisting them physically but I NEED to resist them mentally too.

I'll be honest, I have an issue with self-control.  It's weird to say that here.  I mean I don't think very many people read these posts anyway so I'm not exactly 'putting it out there' but I do have issues with self-control.  I don't ever 'reward' myself because my habits were to eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and that leaves no room for rewards!  Rich foods were part of the daily!  When I say that now it makes me wonder why I thought that was normal.  I believe it is because it is what is readily available.  It is what's pushed in my face from media.  It's everywhere and you can't escape it.  But I CAN TURN IT OFF.  So that is what I am going to do.  I will no longer fantasize about bad food.  I will no longer call it 'good' food.  It is bad food.  And when people talk about desiring it I will just turn it off in my head.  Yes, it tastes good.  But it is not normal to eat it regularly.  It is a treat!  I've never even thought of food as a treat before!  This is such a 1st world problem and I am super embarrassed to have it.  I get angry about that fact that we have so much garbage food pushed on us every day.  Ugh!  Ok.  I am going to stop my rant.  I'm sure you have lost interest in hearing my rage against the machine. lol

Anyways, here are the food choices I made for myself today:

Breakfast - I had my usual, bacon (from Pederson's Farms as they do not use sugar...have I told you that?) and eggs (organic, non-gmo, no steroids, free range) with a handful of organic spinach.  You don't need a picture, do you?  Good, cause I ate it all.

Lunch - I stopped by Chipotle and had the carnitas over a salad with diced tomatoes, guacamole and red salsa.  No beans, no rice, no dressing.

Dinner - For dinner I bought organic skinless chicken thighs, zucchini, potato, onion and mixed lettuce.  I seasoned the chicken with Weber N'Orleans Cajun seasoning and then set the ninja cooker to stove-top hot.  I chopped the potatoes and the zucchini and onions into thick slices and placed them in the ninja cooker with a little olive oil.  I seasoned them with salt, pepper, parsley and garlic powder, mixed them around and then scoot them all to the side.  I placed in the chicken to the right of it and then covered it with the lid.  After about 10 minutes I turned the heat down to medium.  I want to say it was done in about 25 minutes.  I really should have timed it.  The chicken was definitely cooked.  It smelled divine and the taste was as true as the smell.  I definitely need to make that again!

Luckily I had leftovers so I will definitely use those for dinner tomorrow!  :)  I am super sleepy and it is 10:06pm... When did that become the new 2am.  GOODNIGHT WORLD!